30 Day Proverbs Challenge: Day 26

Welcome to Pray! you whore, a blog, that takes you on my personal journey of repentance, reconciliation, and redemption. We are an example of the Lord Jesus Christ in this earth and bring REVIVAL! I am called to be a part of Revival and I am excited to share my personal journey and inspire you on your personal journey. I am here to be authentic, honest and exploit the deception of the enemy. I cannot do anything without the Holy Spirit and the Lord, Jesus Christ. I am on the journey of being transformed, renewed, and accepting my own sanctification. The main verse that has been my foundation and motivator in times of anxiety is... Proverbs 3:5-6 "Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding;
6 in all your ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight." This is my anchor verse for this season in my life. I am so grateful for my Grandma, this is her favorite verse and she was always the one telling me to get baptized which I did this year, finally!

Remember God's timing is everything and I use to always try and control everything. This verse keeps me humbled and surrendered. Only God can make my paths straight and I have to learn how to trust in him and heal the issues I have around trust. My personality summed up into one verse is Proverbs 3:7-8 "Do not be wise in your own eyes; fear the Lord and shun evil. 8 This will bring health to your body and nourishment to your bones" I have been missing the most important part of my walk with the Lord which is "fear the Lord" but God has taken me into some crazy experiences to bring my heart and mind back to the Lord. I am so grateful for my mistakes because I get to connect the dots with you and share the experiences and revelations God has revealed to me.

Although I have been through hard times and dealt with some very sick people, my goal was to remain the light and to be love. I understand many have never experienced what I have in my life already at 33.God is showing me how proud he is of me because of the things I could have done but did not fall all the way into the trap of my enemy. Sometimes we need a step by step guide: Proverbs 3: 27-30 explains clearly what we should not do... "Do not withhold good from those to whom it is due, when it is in your power to act.
28 Do not say to your neighbor, “Come back tomorrow and I’ll give it to you”— when you already have it with you. 29 Do not plot harm against your neighbor, who lives trustfully near you. 30 Do not accuse anyone for no reason— when they have done you no harm." I truly have always been pure in heart and truly believe in a world that is healed. My business mission is to create a safe space to heal so that we can all create a better world for our children.

That has always been the motivating force but the devil only needs a crack to slide in and deceive you. I am still recovering and working on deliverance to the cracked doors that have opened in my life. God will deliver and restore my soul but God explains clearly what is required of you in Proverbs 3:32-33 "For the Lord detests the perverse but takes the upright into his confidence. 33 The Lord’s curse is on the house of the wicked, but he blesses the home of the righteous." I am on this path now. I am seeking purity again and a heart and mind that has been restored. The main component that was missing in my life was God's word so when I read Proverbs 4:4-5 it confirmed "Then he taught me, and he said to me,“Take hold of my words with all your heart; keep my commands, and you will live. 5 Get wisdom, get understanding; do not forget my words or turn away from them." My intellect and thirst for knowledge had become my Baal.

My intellect has always been a beautiful trait but now I seek wisdom and understanding! It is very clear that I am a sinner, a whore, a transgressor who thought self made and self love would get me to happiness and success. Now I realize I was believing the lies of the enemy, Satan crept into the cracks through doubt, the same trick he pulled on Eve. I was set on justifying the "grey area" in life through the study of the spectrum. We all fall on a spectrum and we all choose different places to be in life but the spectrum is not evil or bad, is it? Its all about unity and love embracing everyone for where they are on the spectrum. This was wisdom in my own eyes but God says the following:

Proverbs 4:14 "Do not set foot on the path of the wicked or walk in the way of evildoers.

Proverbs 14:15-17 "Avoid it, do not travel on it; turn from it and go on your way. 16 For they cannot rest until they do evil; they are robbed of sleep till they make someone stumble. 17 They eat the bread of wickedness
and drink the wine of violence."

Proverbs 4:19 "But the way of the wicked is like deep darkness; they do not know what makes them stumble."

Proverbs 4:24 "Keep your mouth free of perversity; keep corrupt talk far from your lips."

Proverbs 4: 27 "Do not turn to the right or the left; keep your foot from evil."

It seems very clear that God does not support my theory and convicted me in my New Age teaching before I caused more damage to his Kingdom and church. The key is to know and seek the truth which is found in God's Word. We are called to be set apart, separated not mixed because we are sanctified. I am personally working on that and God has been revealing that to me recently in the study of Solomon and Hosea. That we tend to be backsliding heifers found in Hosea 4:16 "The Israelites are stubborn, like a stubborn heifer. How then can the Lord pasture them like lambs in a meadow?" We are called to be obedient and fear the Lord so that we can walk in God's love and share God's love with others. My mission has changed to... The House of Be is a safe space to heal in Christ because that is the truth, the only way we get healing is through Jesus Christ, The Great Physician.

xoxo KISS (Keep it Simple & Sanctified)