30 Day Proverbs Challenge: Day 28

Welcome to Pray! you whore, a blog, that takes you on my personal journey of repentance, reconciliation, and redemption. The title of Season 1 may disturb you but its my act of obedience to the Lord and what he has revealed to me. Whether we are an actual prostitute or whore, is not the focus, the truth is we have put many things before God. If you are reading this, you are being humbled and are seeking truth and its okay! We are called to be a new creature in Christ and you are no longer tied to your old self who did not know God. We are on a journey to become who God has called us to be because we are humbled under Gods instruction. What have you put before God? Deuteronomy 31:6 says " Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the Lord your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you.” As the Lord is healing me from my inner child trauma by reading Proverbs he revealed to me one area that has always brought destruction: relationships!

I struggle with trusting humans because of my own experiences. I used to be a pure hearted, naive little girl who trusted people based on what they said. However, after life continues to disappoint and destroy the trust you have with humans you soon become exhausted, abused and self- reliant. God allowed me to struggle and choose my own ways so that I can be here writing to you today. I had no knowledge of God's ways and I have to humble myself now by learning and teaching you all what I need to learn. We ae in this together and I put many things above God which is why we are all prostitutes and whores in some form. My goal is to bring you to repentance and wisdom through the Pray! You whore blog. My goal is to share my revelations with you by sharing the light, Gods Word. In Proverbs 6:23 "For this command is a lamp, this teaching is a light and correction and instruction are the way to life," now that we are new creatures in Christ.

As someone who has two baby daddy's I now see where my unhealed trauma with my father and poor example of a God rooted marriage has resulted in the sins being repeated. As the repairer of the breach in my generational bloodline I see how things are passed down such as sexual immorality, lust and adultery. I have never cheated on a partner because I've seen the horror and damaged that is caused. At least not willingly, I know man still lies but I am encouraging you to repent for things knowingly or unknowingly today. Men are simple creatures and are driven by flesh and urges but God will handle your battles for you if you stay connected to him. In Proverbs 7 you will read how disgusting it is to be an adulterous woman and the effects of the actions that cause chaos. In Proverbs 7: 25-27 he warns us by saying "Do not let your heart turn to her ways or stray into her paths. 26 Many are the victims she has brought down; her slain are a mighty throng. 27 Her house is a highway to the grave, leading down to the chambers of death." My life has alllowed me to see this first hand in my own relationships and in my own fathers house.

As a product of divorce, you find it extremely difficult to trust men. However, reality and life brings new perspective daily and God has given me new perspective on what it is to be married to the Lord. The Lord, Jesus Christ has also showed me what to observe and what standards your husband should have. The most important standard to me now is that I have a man in my life who has a relationship with God. I knew that my first baby daddy would not work because he wasn't a believer and I could not trust my heart with a narcissist. However, I am thankful for my second baby daddy because I was able to see the spirit of religion in my life and how disconnected I have been from God. I always have had the mentality of "never a failure, always a lesson" and now I understand why God has placed me in the lives of my sons fathers. I am grateful that I can humble myself and choose Jesus Christ as my provider, husband and counselor first. This is a Proverbs 31 woman and I am praying for Proverbs 31 women to enter both of my sons life when they chose marriage.

The battle and change is in prayer, only God can change them I cannot waste my energy on something that is impossible without God. Matthew 19:26 reminds us "Jesus looked at them and said, “With man this is impossible, but with God all things are possible.” I was a shore to control, fear and self-reliance and now I have been humbled through the Lord Jesus Christ. I know that I can win all battles and accomplish a successful and happy marriage by submitting all worry and fear to God. I can teach my son what the Lord has taught me in Proverbs 7:1-3 "My son, keep my words and store up my commands within you. 2 Keep my commands and you will live; guard my teachings as the apple of your eye. 3 Bind them on your fingers;
write them on the tablet of your heart" We cannot forget who to receive truth and advice from in our lives. We are confused about relationships in life because we tend to listen to psychiatrist, entertainment, and our own parents for advice.

I am admitting that relationships has been an open door for many schemes of the devil in my life. I have acted outside of my character because of the damaged relationships in my own life. I do not blame anybody for my shortcomings or lack of wisdom but I hold myself accountable to heal and I choose to do therapy with Jesus Christ, over man. The Lord detests these things and I advise you find what the roots are that may have caused you to act in a manner displeasing to God. In Proverbs 6:16-19 "There are six things the Lord hates, seven that are detestable to him: 17 haughty eyes, a lying tongue, hands that shed innocent blood, 18 a heart that devises wicked schemes, feet that are quick to rush into evil, 19 a false witness who pours out lies and a person who stirs up conflict in the community." Look at the world today, I think we are failing in many ways when it comes to how we treat others and ourselves.

What gives me peace at night, is that God is in control! No matter how things appear or may seem you cannot hide anything from God. So it is important to wait in him and work on your own sanctification; through repentance, prayer and wisdom. In Proverbs 6:30-32 God confirms " People do not despise a thief if he steals to satisfy his hunger when he is starving. 31 Yet if he is caught, he must pay sevenfold, though it costs him all the wealth of his house. 32 But a man who commits adultery has no sense; whoever does so destroys himself.: This confirms that there is wrong and there is right. Wisdom gives you the ability to discern which decisions to make and which way to go. Did you get vaccinated? or do you trust in the Lord. Are you blaming Trump for the socio economic status or do you trust in the Lord and know that God is your president. Are you in fear of the stock market and wealth transfer? or do you trust in the Lord and the inheritance we've already been given as the seed of Abraham.

xoxo KISS (Keep it Simple &Sanctified)