Just the beginning.

Welcome to our blog, Pray you whore! I share my personal journey with the Lord through prayer and God's word. As an ambassador of Christ we have access to the gift of salvation and freedom. My whole life has been built on accolades and accomplishments without authority. Even as a college graduate and Christian I still missed the mark and fell into sin, no discipleship and into the worlds way. I fell into distraction and doubt just like Eve did in theGarden of Eden, in the beginning.

I invite you on this journey of realizing how blessed we are as sons and daughters of God. God is not a dictator or manipulator, he gives us all free will. As a father should, he has done all the work and he has created you and only wants to protect you and for you to experience the best. The hardest part was embracing that truth when your reality has revealed everything but that. I am vulnerable in this journey as I am sharing my deepest parts of myself in hopes that you don't feel alone. God is omnipotent. omnipresent and omniscient and created you before you were in the womb. Just turn to Psalm 139:13 "For you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother’s womb." The thought that someone took the time to KNIT you together is a beautiful truth to embrace. Most of us cannot embrace it and fall into whoredom because of our own rejection, abandonment and limited understanding of God's Word.

I encourage you today, that you have a Heavenly Father who created you with purpose and is always there for you. Do not let the distractions of the world take your soul (mind, will and emotions). I am here to tell you that we have been on the losing team, and today I encourage you to make a decision andn join the winning time, your contract is ready. All you have to do is sign it and accept all the blessings and abundance you have inherited. I think the dollar bill says "in God we trust" so why do we trust in the dollar bill.

God is here to save us from our whoredom and yes he uses that language in the Holy Bible. You should read it before you take offense because there is power in knowledge. Just make sure it's the right knowledge and you don't let knowledge become your idol which manifests into pride and narcissism. Thats what I did! P.S.A I am talking to myself as this is a personal blog that God told me to share.

Please do not take on the spirit of offense, repent immediately and cast out the spirit of offense right now, in the name of Jesus.

I may have lost you at this point or you totally agree with what I am saying. When you learn to walk in authority and obedience, it does not matter. All that matters are the souls that will be saved through Pray, you whore. God led me to Hosea because I am a single mother of two beautiful boys, unmarried and brokenhearted. My circumstance at this moment does not define me because I have a new identity in Christ. Jesus told me to read Hosea because the Lord comforted me by reminding me that I am worthy to be his wife. The main thing I was missing in my life was God's word, I chose to read every other book but the Bible because I assumed I was saved with a title " I am a christian". However, the Lord was luring me back to him the whole time in Psalms 34:18 he confirms "The Lord is near to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit."

Do not be offended by how I chose to create but ask God to lead you and choose to put him first in your life and you will not fail. My faith look in the Holy Bible it says in Hosea 2: 14-17 “Therefore, behold, I will allure her, and bring her into the wilderness, and speak tenderly to her. And there I will give her her vineyards and make the Valley of Achor a door of hope. And there she shall answer as in the days of her youth, as at the time when she came out of the land of Egypt. “And in that day, declares the Lord, you will call me ‘My Husband,’ and no longer will you call me ‘My Baal.’ For I will remove the names of the Baals from her mouth, and they shall be remembered by name no more." I have always been a Christian, but I was practicing religion and I lacked the knowledge of Gods word in my life. Once I opened the Holy Bible it felt that I had been reunited with my best friend. This blog is my personal diary and journey with Jesus Christ and my first act of obedience and commitment to my husband, Jehovah Jireh.

Until 11/13/2024, I did not have a relationship with the Lord Jesus Christ. I had not surrendered to him fully nor was I baptized. I did not understand the heavenly benefits package nor had I repented for my transgressions, iniquities or infirmities so that I could be reconciled to Jesus Christ. I understand why I endured pain, I put many things before God (idolatry) and was disobedient to God's way. God's love language is obedience and this is me finally choosing to do it God's way! Remember God doesn't love you less but understands you better than you know yourself and wants to bring you closer to him.

God wants us to talk to him about everything and walk in our sanctification so we can do amazing things on earth. We have a huge responsibility and a huge occupation to fulfill in the body of Christ. The Lord was very intentional when he led me to Hosea 3:3 it says "And I said to her, “You must dwell as mine for many days. You shall not play the whore, or belong to another man; so will I also be to you.” Therefore, I had to move out of my fiance's home and return to my fathers house to heal the wounded little girl who never got a chance to heal but turned her pain into an idol. Pray you whore symbolizes the relationship I have with God, Jesus and the Holy Spirit. As an athlete, you normalize being yelled at and there can be a desensitizing that occurs and this is how the Lord and I communicate, God is my coach. We truly communicate with intention and walk in authority together even if its tough love by nature and sarcastic, it works.

My purpose in sharing my rededication journey is to bring many souls to repentance, deliverance and redemption. One day I will look back and say today was just the beginning and I am so proud that I made a commitment to my husband, the Lord, instead of man. Let's learn to pray and walk in our authority as the body of Christ together. As an ambassador of Christ I just want to share my journey and testimony. I pray these written words reach who needs to see and may they join our community and feel supported.

xoxo KISS (Keep it Simple & Sanctified)