Welcome to Pray! you whore, a blog, that takes you on my personal journey of repentance, reconciliation, and redemption. This week has been a powerful week around family curses and trauma. Most of my life I have trying to do it man's way and prove to my family that I am worth it and I am still not good enough. However, God was training me to trust God's way and be obedient to his guidance and surrender to his purpose in my life. God has revealed to me that i am the repairer of the breach in my family bloodline. He is slowly revealing to me what and how to fight and restore my family. Many of us don't realize that generational curses are backed by science. You may wonder why you react emotionally to certain behaviors or why certain sins are harder to stay away from. The struggle had been hard wired into your DNA through epigenetics. You have your mother and fathers flaws and trauma attached to you and for most of my life I wanted to become the opposite if my parents. Being the eldest daughter of a divorced family and felling all of the trauma and hurt your parents endure is something parents need to understand. Now that I am a parent I see the trauma and healing needed within myself more than ever.
Today, I see how brokenness, bitterness and narcissism has flowed in the bloodline. I was so confused on why I was attracting certain people and opportunities in my life. Instead of blaming myself and others I am maturing and deciding to heal those things so my two beautiful sons do not have to suffer like I did. Unless you uprooot the roots of evil and wickedness they will continue to grow and kill the blessings and beautiful things you are trying to create in life. i never wanted to be a broken family as a single mother with two different fathers. My intention was to never get married but God had to reveal to me my pride and my own narcissism so that I can understand my parents, grandparents and the origins of where I came form better. This sunday in church Jentzen Franklin spoke about this topic and it blew my mind and had me in tears at the alter call praying for my family like never before. The Holy Spirit was present and confirming over and over my my mission in the Spirit and to forgive myself as I am healing from generational trauma that did not belong to me. Now I choose to no longer hold resentment and anger towards my family but wisdom and discernment has been the result of healing these wounds.
In the sermon on Sunday what stuck out to me was the sons of Korah chose to follow their parents in sin and destroyed the bloodline. In Numbers chapter 16 you will read a story that is frightening but motivating to be obedient to Gods way. In Numbers 16:32-33 the result of bitterness and disobedience states "32 and the earth opened its mouth and swallowed them and their households, and all those associated with Korah, together with their possessions. 33 They went down alive into the realm of the dead, with everything they owned; the earth closed over them, and they perished and were gone from the community." The entire community and bloodline was swallowed up to re did not follow the ways of the congregation. God is saying to take advice from people who have had success doing it God's way, to release mans way and how my forefathers did things before me. Do not let your bloodline be the reason you do not become who God has called you to be. The truth is when you join the body of Christ you take on a new bloodline.
Earlier this week I was in prayer and deliverence with Reverend James Solomon fro 9am to 3pm and I learned about the hidden curses on the bloodline. This was extremely fascinating because you may not know about the sins of your forefathers and mothers. If you are not breaking ties and praying the blood of Jesus over hidden curses many things can lie dormant in the bloodline and still be affecting your family today. The word will never die so remember to be mindful of what you speak and acknowledge the power of Gods Word which never returns void. We see this in Joshua 6:26 he states "26 At that time Joshua pronounced this solemn oath: “Cursed before the Lord is the one who undertakes to rebuild this city, Jericho: “At the cost of his firstborn son he will lay its foundations; at the cost of his youngest he will set up its gates.” When you read Joshua 6 you will see that everything that God says comes true even to the rescuing of Rahab, the harlots family bloodline for following Gods instructions. So we see Gods word come true in I Kings 16:34 500 years later the truth was revealed by Joshua, it says "34 In Ahab’s time, Hiel of Bethel rebuilt Jericho. He laid its foundations at the cost of his firstborn son Abiram, and he set up its gates at the cost of his youngest son Segub, in accordance with the word of the Lord spoken by Joshua son of Nun." A curse spoken 500 years ago still had power and killed both sons who tried to rebuild the wall of Jericho.
I share this knowledge so that you forgive your forefathers and move in obedience to your Heavenly Father. Release all anger and resentment and move forward in your new superior bloodline with the Lord Jesus Christ. All you can do is pray and send them love as our Heavenly Father has commanded us to do. The Lord has me reading I and 2 Chronicles and there is a verse I would like to share from todays reading to encourage you to not get swallowed up by the earth as a result of your origins. Realize that you are chosen to be set apart and pray on behalf of your bloodline and break the curses on the bloodline with your spiritual authority. In 2 Chronicles 20:15 The Lord says "15 He said: “Listen, King Jehoshaphat and all who live in Judah and Jerusalem! This is what the Lord says to you: ‘Do not be afraid or discouraged because of this vast army. For the battle is not yours, but God’s." Walk in faith and love knowing that God has your back and that you will be redeemed and restored in spite of your family's sin and rebellion. You are called for a higher purpose and you can do all things through Christ who strengthens us including breaking all family and bloodline curses. Walk in your authority daily and learn the power of Gods Word!
xoxoKISS(Keep it Simple and Sanctified)
