Technology of Prayer Part II

Welcome to Pray! you whore, where I invite you on my journey to repentance, reconciliation and redemption. This journey is about my own deliverance and obedience and I pray that if you are reading this post that you are not ashamed to walk in your truth. Our tests are often our testimony. I am a broken hearted woman from the little girl to NOW. Find comfort knowing Psalms 34:18 states" The LORD is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit." I've had to learn to not rely on independence and self-reliance but to trust in God with all my heart, mind and soul. We cannot save ourselves through manifestation, affirmations and aligned chakras.

We must find ourselves through prayer, fasting and community( the church). This is so vital and important to our growth in Christ. One of the ways that I have submitted and surrendered to receiving what God has for me is to express my journey with you and remove independance and isolation. You are not alone! You have the Holy Trinity to walk with daily and give you sound advice. So I invite you to treat them as free therapists who are beyond certified, they all have P.H.D's and are here to help you build the Kingdom and restore all detinue. You have legal rights in the courts of Heaven and you need to come to God in repentance and self- awareness to receive inner healing.

Every month I fast for the first three days and I turn down all idolatry. I ask the Holy Trinity to reveal to me the answers to the following questions:

1. What is holding me back? God answered:

2. Expose the places where I have been deceived? God answered:

3. Who has deceived me in my life? God answered:

4. What are the idols in my life? God answered:

5. Pick 3-5 Bloodline Patterns

6. Pick 3-10 Scriptures (Revelations)

Many times we are unable to receive because we are unable to repent and acknowledge our own transgressions. Sometimes we may have to acknowledge the curses on the bloodline and demonic patterns in our family and stand in proxy for our family members, community or church. What I have learned as my role as a leader is to pray for those I could not heal or help due to my own sin. I pray for redemption and I stand as the repairer of the breach on behalf of my bloodline.

As a point guard and four time state champion sometimes you have to hold yourself accountable for the losses of the team. That is the role of a leader because its up to you to prepare, set the tone and call the right plays. I did not realize God was preparing me to be a better leader, manager and entrepreneur through all of the pain and heartache. God doesn't give us more than we can handle but instead he gives us wisdom, strength and courage to carry out his mission.

I can do all this through him who gives me strength. Philippians 4:13 (Tatted on my Back)

Be careful what you ask for but walk in truth knowing God will never give you more than you can handle. Answer theses questions because you want to improve and become your best version of self. By you leading by example and prayin in proxy (on behalf) of others, humanity and for your enemies. You will dive deeper into your own healing and in the process heal others. Championships are won and leadership is built by being the example. Jesus never wanted to be famous nor did he care about his following he cared about being obedient to his Heavenly Father and carrying out his purpose in Christ. Don't point the finger! As yourself how can I be a better ambassador for Christ?

xoxo KISS ( Keep It Simple & Sanctified) xoxo